We often think of what really love means is..
In this complicated world we are sometimes wondering the mystery of what it brings..
Nor lot of times we are mislead by our own feelings without thinking..
Love is flexible, it take things in stride, and can handle whatever comes its way.
It is ready to give others the benefit of the doubt and looks for the best in them. It never runs out of patience. It’s not selfish and often thinks of others than selves..It never fails..There are hundreds of phrase that tells about it, but do we try asking ourselves ,
How far can we go in the name of love?
Just my feelings and thoughts in two of my life issues I’m dealing now that I put into words..
As a true friend, and  a mom with an ill child….



A friend in grievance,
voice from distance
Silently saying,
“I want to be alone”
Wanna face my world
out of my own
You might be wondering
“Am I existing?”
You may want to figure out
or think of just leaving?

Feeling his little hands ,
groaning for pain
“I’ll be with you in rain”
Tensions so draining,
here inside so breaking
Unbearable fears ,
overwhelming feeling
A heart-wrenching ,
God’s will or  my desire,
if emotion burning in fire,
How would I?

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~



I feel as if, my mind is everywhere, but at the same time, it is empty..I’m not feeling good today, can’t think of words or phrases…
This song from P!NK is completely blowing my mind, the lyrics so catchy, for now , this is all I can share , my favorite lines from the song, that says when you get hurt …just be like a soldier .. you need  to get up , try and try..

“Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
“Where there is a flame
Someone’s bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn’t mean you’re gonna die
You’ve gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try”

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~

Blessed Sunday!


Slow Down


Friday once again! just some thoughts to ponder 🙂

Is a book better if you speed read it, or if you take your time and get lost in it ? Is a song better if you skim through it, or if you take the time to really listen? Is food better if you cram it down your throat, or if you savor every bite and really appreciate the flavor? Is your time spent with a friend or loved one better if you have a rushed meeting interrupted by your emails and text messages, or if you can relax and really focus on the person? Life as a whole is better if you go slowly, Take the time to savor it,  appreciate every moment. That’s the simplest reason to slow down. 


Friday now
to chill and relax,
make haste bit slow.
Trying new things,
why don’t we? ,
let’s give it a blow

Eighties songs
still popular,
wanna listen?,
For a change,
it’s fun!

What about
dining out ?
think of a place ,
Granny’s fave place?,
make a plan.

Classical romantic stories
may be old
still they tug
at our heartstrings.

Charity visits?,
share a little blessing,
pick a kind,
make everyone
heart sings.

Do some things
must have an excellent
weekend spent.

Try something new ,
life’s too short ,
have fun, go and invent.

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~



Treasured bliss

edit mama

It’s  Mother’s day today ,
Missing my Mama more,
Her voice , her laughs,
The way she get’s upset, angry, and happy
Wish to be little child again to be hugged and cuddled…


Sunday to reminisce ,
Flashback childhood reveries
Hearing mama’s old songs ,
The person so dearie
Taking a glimpse from my treasured blissful memories
Rewinding , playing it back, randomly remembering old scenery.


GOD’S Light




Walking in the middle of the night, alone in the dark ,
I can see nothing , feels only one thing,
Scared and I dont know where will I be heading,
I can’t see lights, just a shadow following me behind…
I cried and prayed, I have to be strong, my battle along
Hoping there would be light , I could hold on in this darkest night
There you above always waiting, I know..
Something in YOU beyond my thoughts can understand and explain,
I can say , Your power and greatness still and will always remain
YOU reached-out shining lights ,
As YOU never left our sides……….




Loving someone who doesn’t love you anymore ,  is one of the most hopeless feelings,  there’s nothing you could have done differently, and the only thing left to do is move on.

edit lonely


You told me things I wasn’t sure of
You had given me words I couldn’t comprehend
You shown me places it didn’t exist
I can’t read what’s on your mind
Can’t even feel what’s inside your heart
To hear what it’s saying, to see what’s behind
Times are unreal, just an illusion to hold
Soon I will go and forever leave this dream.

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~



Life is a road …..

I was driving
in rough  dusty road.,
Finding  the way out,
was difficult.
Almost giving up ,
struggling to move forward


where I can slow down
and take the bend.
Caught in between ,
the usual thing
each time
I’m on my way
to the end..
Exhausted , drained,
Anybody guide me..
Which route,
a detour maybe
that leads thee..

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~


Painted Thoughts

We all have hidden desires, longings, dreams , wishes even fantasies that holds inside, our minds may  say, “it’s impossible” but our hearts always  hopes and  will insist,  “it’s possible”, soon one day may be…



I painted my wall with an endless thoughts of beautiful colors
Keeping each and every shade, the way I want it to be
Above the night sky I have my own stars
Counting each one that glitters afar
The twinkling lights be the way, their numbers be my guide
I will embrace tightly what my heart speaks and desire
Will lock it here deep inside that fires
Season may change, one day may all be
Never to drop and continue to perceive
Dreams and wishes to always believe.

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~


My Childhood Sweetheart

Woke up smiling this morning , had this really  strange, beautiful dream ….


Walking down the city crowd
In a different time with a familiar stare and voice
Reminiscing our childhood days ,
We were paired by our parent’s choice.
Giggling , teasing laughing and playing around ,
Those days so endless.
A treasure to remember, really fun to look back,
Moments truly priceless.
Back to that dream, you held my hand ,
Like a fortune teller telling me things
You said , can we have more time ,
I’ll invite you sometime, my heart swings
Hahaha What a dream !,
As I see both of us now in a different world apart
But I will never forget that once upon a time I had you ,
My childhood sweetheart.

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~



Been a week , I hadn’t wrote anything , so  many things swirling around in my brain lately that I can not even think of even a single phrase, I am occupied with  family concerns, distractions, everyday stress from 3 week stay in hospital. Now at home, I can’t even sit! haaah , so many things left undone  😦 , could hardly finish them all, I need again  to reorganize  my daily schedule,  giving myself time (to write),  since it’s  my one  way to relax  a bit, else I  will go crazy. Life sometimes  put us  down but with the help of the things we love to do everyday  and FRIENDS around  life is much easier to handle. One thing I learned from my journey past weeks, were all about FRIENDSHIP, I met  different people, knowing their family stories, their heartaches, hardships, struggles and  joys, these taught me somehow. Life is one unending lesson, though we think, what we’ve been through  were enough, it’s not. 

Friendship gives license to show up at the door of need without asking, ” When would you like me to come? or what you like me to do? Nor does friendship call out, just let me know if you need anything. Practiced friendships whispers, “I’ll be there” and promptly steps  through the door with sensitivity . respect, and understanding. Glad I have real good  friends I may call. *One of the poem I wrote before, I was inspired by the kind of friends I had ,  some left  few stayed, yet  still feel blessed*


Funny phrases are all it takes.
To brighten the day, to light up the way.
When things are blur and hard to carry.
Words to laugh, making me smile, its all worthwhile..
Listening to my woes.
Tend to forget these blues.
Never hesitated to extend a hand, knows how to mend..
Everyday I’m assured, the kindness that cannot be measured.
Always there to share love, in that way, I’m really so blessed to have…

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~