Here you go, buzzing, scaring me off again,
like an eerie sound, I can barely explain.
Perfect blue sky turns to shades of gray
Sudden rainstorm , darkness fills my air.
Once more, let me hold Your flaming torch
I cannot find my trail now, seems I lost.
To fear, a part of human nature, will creep up on us like a bolt of lightning. Been 2 weeks now, finally home, the hard part was over (surgery of my little soldier). Recalling the feeling I had that moment when we brought him to OR, inside I was dying , couldn’t hold back my tears, he was screaming and shouting not on fears but for cheeseburger :/. God ‘s so good, everything went very well. But I can’t refrain from thinking , the if’s and but’s in the future ( just human ).. who to call?…..