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Bittersweet

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The window opens, allowing the breeze to sweep across her face,

it made a fire, her soul lifted up, heart dances as she closed her eyes.

If only she could freeze the time, hold onto this moment, let it stay,

life that says, nothing stands still, everything moves, everything flies.

~Nodz

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Life Moves..

Time fleeting, things keep moving,
each day, in a second, phase changes.
Season is blowing, the world turning,
bits and pieces of our moment switches.
Embrace each flash and feel the flow,
dance with the sunset, kiss every sunrise,
Give a smile, a hug, let our love grow.
spread, share, shout it out now, time flies.

~Nodz

My favorite Ryan Farish 🙂

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My Sun

You are there hiding beneath dark gray cloud,
pouring out your tears, showing off your eyes.
Concealed inside your shell, away from crowd,
I’m counting every each drop as my heart dies.
How long will I wait, for you to listen, hear me.
mind turns, my spirit yearns, please come back.

~Nodz

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I am missing the sunshine, been weeks now we’re experiencing heavy rainfall. Sad to see people affected with floods, same with life storm, we hope, we pray, we wait for the sun to rise in our lives.

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You’re My Shelter

You’re the words that living inside,
spreading my wings to fly, soar high.
You are my escape, my shelter,
you’ve given the dying heart a new life.
Alone in my world, you’re beside,
your beautiful thoughts, keeps me alive.
Even you’re just a shadow from afar,
you ingnite this weary mind with fire.
Your eyes that speaks a thousands,
a soul that’s full of love and emotions.

Nodz

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Just a piece of writing can capture a heart, inspire and motivate. This one  particular blog I often visit to check and read had helped me through the most difficult times in my life. His words are so impressive and full of wisdom. Thank you beautiful soul.

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The Storm

You’ve blown it with your anger,
wound you inflicted, too deep.
I heard you screaming somewhere,
fiercely dragged us and ripped.
Were you telling us something?
a message, reminding us to think.

~Nodz

I took this vid at home, in veranda during the typhoon, we were  intensely hit  last July 16, 2014. Thank God my family was safe, prayers for those affected. I could relate this in life, whenever we experience storms, the moment it roll in, it give us an important message, to be more prayerful to strengthen our faith and trust to God.

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A Furry Friend..

It’s really amazing what dogs can do to human.

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After the loss of our boy, days was not easy. I couldn’t even imagine before, a life without my son, how to start each day without his presence. It was just a bark of a furry little friend that changed it all…a Terrier mix  our “Kimi”. Before Kimi came, I asked my son in prayer if he could give mommy anything, for me to feel his presence. I was walking near my mom’s house, caught her beautiful eyes in a little cage with other puppies, she was different from the rest. 22oie_trim_image My prayer got answered.

 

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I brought her home.  Her first time to travel in a plane. With my heavy heart, she made things easy.  Now, she’s my everyday happiness, my emotional support, even though our little boy isn’t here anymore to cuddle and hug Kimi and how we miss him  each day… I know he’s smiling up there and as an angel to watch her and us everyday.

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How you looked deep into my eyes,

you touched this broken heart, soul of mine.

As you wag your tail, sadness flies,

your bark that says, stay strong, you’ll  be fine.

~Nodz

Thank you “God”, our angel “Raik” and “Kimi”

 

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“Koi” of life

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I don’t hear any sound, a word nor phrase
but your grace speak out loud, it tells-
Living can be that simple, no dream to chase,
go with the flow, where real peace dwells.

Time is not necessary, you just let days go by,
seems that God telling me the same thing,
how to take things easy as He control and supply,
if we only let Him lead and do the swimming.

 

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This pond of Koi  beside our church mesmerizes me each time. Looking at those Koi, it’s just awesome, it teaches me something..

~Nodz

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The Little Girl and His Father

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A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter:
“Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don’t fall into the river.” The little girl said:
“No, Dad. You hold my hand.”
“What’s the difference?” Asked the puzzled father.
“There’s a big difference,” replied the little girl.
“If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.”
In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours…

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~Nodz

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Right Decision

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I just want to see what awaits at the end,
pressure pushing me down, life’s teasing me again.
Having this second thought if I will just stay,
to protect myself from rain and winds along the way.
Thinking it over thrice may be a good notion.
Consulting the One Above I guess is the right action.

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We need not to rely on ourselves alone  when it comes to big decisions, consulting the best One Above can give the best suggestions.

~Nodz

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New Page

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Taking my last glimpse on that cold winter day,
the journey I had, filled with struggles and pain.
Individually we’re  given life we must embrace,
sad road,  lonely highway, some choices to make.
Till such time, this travel ends, leaving  a trace,
time to move on,  let go,  another page to start,
we must take new chances  with all our  hearts.

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“Some people believe holding on and hanging in there are signs of great strength. However, there are times when it takes much more strength to know when to let go and then do it.”
―Ann Landers

~Nodz

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The Mystery

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Just looking above big blue sky,
I can’t help but to wonder,
How things made perfectly even,
mystery which lies beneath.
Rainbow that says -new beginning,
songs soothes sadness and fears.
Breeze cools down heat of summer,
friends inspire us through years…
Walking along this endless journey,
with a prayer in pocket,
Love in heart, hope in our soul,
Life is perfectly blessed.

~Nodz

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Blissful Memories

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Recalling every life’s spiral stairway
We ran up, down, we slowly go insane
With beautiful  moments in our  hands
footsteps soundly banging as it lands.
In a tick of the clock,  things vanished,
time flies really fast, always in a rush.
Shadows remain, pieces of past years,
keeping, remembering it all with  tears

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We all have wonderful memories to always remember as we go through life….

~Nodz

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Stop and Look…

We were in a hurry one time so we took a train ride to get to our destination on time  and at the same time we wanted then, a little adventure with our little boy, how he loves train. The excitement on his deep eyes, I can say  truly “Priceless”. While moving,  he kept on pointing things out of the window. Same thing with our lives, sometimes we have to hit life’s pause button, give ourselves a chance to appreciate God’s gift around and feel this blessings. We only live once, we might miss some beautiful things.

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 ~Nodz

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Color Your Attitude!

Our world is full of miseries, woes  and troubles, it’s  reality.  I’ve learned from experience if we will handle any of  this with an open heart and a  good attitude along with a faithful prayer,  we will experience a positive shift in our attitude, it will be a lot easier to keep things together with a smile, we can say to life “Try Me” instead of “Why Me”.

 

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~Nodz

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An Empty House

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Walking down the street, no place to go,
I noticed an empty old house down below.
I thought of stopping by to check inside
finding out the mystery I could see outside,
A vase half broken, it got me mesmerized
Something beyond, bizarreness that holds,
but distant for me to grasp even how close,
I decided then to just leave, it was an illusion
but deep down inside,  an endless confusion.

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Confusions  over certain things in life may always  happen,  confronting it  is important….

~Nodz

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The path

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Walking down a winding road
carrying my trunk full of load.
I notice a symbol and an arrow,
is this the path leads to mine?
Should I follow this given sign?

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In a card game , number of cards are laid out for us to play same as in life  different  choices are given out  by God  for us to choose. Confusions play……

~Nodz

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Awaken

You never know when someone may catch a dream from you.You never know when a little word, or something you may do may open up a window of the mind that seeks the light.  The way you live may not matter at all…

TRUST

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Behind sadness
that stares ,
I see a thing
you can’t deal.
Your heart
is throbbing,
some confusions
I feel.
As silence speaks ,
I hear tears
screaming.
Let me hear
your story ,
I can lend
you my ears.
Let me hold
your hand ,
I ‘ll take away
that fears.
Sometimes
dark times
can be
too harsh ,
yet can make
us tough.
In a pouring rain
it will teach us
to fight,
let me show
you light.
Life has lots
of funny ways
of sneaking
up on us
But then,
we can always
ask God
to awaken
our trust.

Nodz ~

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Listen

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When this life is extremely overwhelming,
worries and doubts, faith ebbing.
A feeling rushing back like tidal waves,
Wind blows straight into our face.
Savior above must have something planned,
Even we can’t fully understand.
Just listen even to the faintest prompting,
with heart open, don’t stop believing.

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Sometimes I fail to listen…

~Nodz

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A Clock of Life

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Up, side and down,

round and round,

as clock of life goes.

Endless moving,

continuously flows.

Season  of  gladness,

moments of  sadness.

Earthly Angels beside,

friends we truly call.

To lift , cheer us up,

 help us when we fall.

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Thanking old and new friends…
May God bless and keep you always ♥

~Nodz 

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Battle ahead

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Raging huge fire awaits,
for this  soul to face.
Succumbing to fear,
a battle I must take.
A ray of sun just out
between banks of clouds.
Few sprinkles of rain
as heart screams aloud.
God above is a shield,
Nothing to be scared
In whom mercy is endless,
it  cannot be compared.
I must keep moving,
a strength I am praying.

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5th surgery of my precious little one….a battle ahead..

~Nodz