Shutting my eyes, sensing the melancholic stillness gripping the place,
I could hear silence and this thought starts racing to nothing.
I am thinking what the Heaven looks like, to feel an angel’s embrace,
let me hear the sound of the golden trumpet and the bells ringing.

As the wind flows through my veins, this sorrow marches out of the way,
there’s a spark of hope, I feel a river moving in my soul, a relief.
His wisdom speaks, a gentle voice that says, be calm, don’t be dismayed.
A rare quiet moment alone, thanking ABOVE, it eases the pain and grief.




Taken from our place *hometown (personally captured) last March it’s a mountain resort, such a beautiful place to visit, so refreshing, I sat there for hours and just savored the moment alone…




Where are you?


There’s a fearful sound of a rushing waves inside,

getting struck by a strong lightning in this head.

Alone in my storm, searching for that voice to guide,

where are you? ..I am holding on to the things you said.




My Wishes and Dreams



In peace, staring at the milion stars, lies my very heart,
looking for ones that appear the brightest, my wishes.
Putting my soul into, to believe, this plays the big part,
even how long I walk just to cross a thousand bridges.

The shimmering light be my lead, remind me each night,
and an angel to watch, I’m praying not to leave my side.
Touch my hand, lift my faith, let my dream hold me tight,
I will never never give up, God and Heaven be my guide.



**Image Source: http://hd4desktop.com/70743-reach-for-the-stars/




A Flash of Light


In creeping darkness, life is but a passing dream
for the lost ones, we can cast even a tiny light.
to rekindle their lost faith, hopeless it may seem
will enliven their journey, recover hopes in life.



As we grope in darkness, “what do we want most? LIGHT! We want direction and illumination. Darkness reminds us of our oppressive, burdensome need. It feels heavy even though it’s intangible. Only light, which also intangible, pushes the feeling away, it provides relief. A  chat with a close friend, talking about  common topics , food to places to scary things then to a simple thing – a flashlight..“FLASHLIGHT”. If we will relate this in life, the importance of this is not just  simple- In our lives we can be a “flashlight” to anyone, we don’t need to be big to be effective, we just have to be “on” when someone needs a light in dark moment. A flashlight draws power from batteries and we , draw power to God. As a light we dissipate fear , bring relief and lift spirits.Don’t keep the switch off or hold back as though our batteries have run down. Our source is the glorious “Light Invisible”. Being switched on pleases God. 



The Kind of Love

I’ve been like a song without melody for a bit,
wiltered like a flower without drop of rain.
You suddenly stepped into this soul in a blink,
everything’s change, it unlocked the chain.
You continuously flowing, pulling me closer,
your love light me up, brightens dark night.




“Though we are incomplete, God loves us completely. Though we are imperfect, He loves us perfectly. Though we may feel lost and without compass, God’s love encompasses us completely. … He loves every one of us, even those who are flawed, rejected, awkward, sorrowful, or broken.”
― Dieter F. Uchtdorf



GOD’S Light




Walking in the middle of the night, alone in the dark ,
I can see nothing , feels only one thing,
Scared and I dont know where will I be heading,
I can’t see lights, just a shadow following me behind…
I cried and prayed, I have to be strong, my battle along
Hoping there would be light , I could hold on in this darkest night
There you above always waiting, I know..
Something in YOU beyond my thoughts can understand and explain,
I can say , Your power and greatness still and will always remain
YOU reached-out shining lights ,
As YOU never left our sides……….




Been a week , I hadn’t wrote anything , so  many things swirling around in my brain lately that I can not even think of even a single phrase, I am occupied with  family concerns, distractions, everyday stress from 3 week stay in hospital. Now at home, I can’t even sit! haaah , so many things left undone  😦 , could hardly finish them all, I need again  to reorganize  my daily schedule,  giving myself time (to write),  since it’s  my one  way to relax  a bit, else I  will go crazy. Life sometimes  put us  down but with the help of the things we love to do everyday  and FRIENDS around  life is much easier to handle. One thing I learned from my journey past weeks, were all about FRIENDSHIP, I met  different people, knowing their family stories, their heartaches, hardships, struggles and  joys, these taught me somehow. Life is one unending lesson, though we think, what we’ve been through  were enough, it’s not. 

Friendship gives license to show up at the door of need without asking, ” When would you like me to come? or what you like me to do? Nor does friendship call out, just let me know if you need anything. Practiced friendships whispers, “I’ll be there” and promptly steps  through the door with sensitivity . respect, and understanding. Glad I have real good  friends I may call. *One of the poem I wrote before, I was inspired by the kind of friends I had ,  some left  few stayed, yet  still feel blessed*


Funny phrases are all it takes.
To brighten the day, to light up the way.
When things are blur and hard to carry.
Words to laugh, making me smile, its all worthwhile..
Listening to my woes.
Tend to forget these blues.
Never hesitated to extend a hand, knows how to mend..
Everyday I’m assured, the kindness that cannot be measured.
Always there to share love, in that way, I’m really so blessed to have…

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~


Holding Faith

What it’s like staying in hospital?



Counting hours ,days
sitting by our chairs.
Watching the sun rises,
with hopes inside arises.
Witnessing the sun setting
with fears lurking behind.
Staying in this kind of place
we have no other choice
but to silently pray.
Questioning the heart,
wondering, figuring it all,
an ordinary circumstance
or a destined fate to hold?
I looked around, I listened
to every people’s call.
Each burning emotions
tears surround their wall,
I pray to God for comfort,
strength may He bless,
for us, broken hearted,
we may find light and rest.

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~