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Chasing My Sun

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Walking through that dark hidden valley, no one knows,
there’s a raging battle between heart and mind, it goes.
A nightmare I cannot escape with, my world is bleeding,
stuck inside this heart and it pierced through my being.
Letting it all go, taking a different route, it’s difficult to take.
my hands lifting to you  dear God, heal this heartache

~Nodz

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Love Will Lead

Whenever we close our eyes, our story begins,
we can run miles to miles, use our wings,
will travel far, into time, places we never been,
we no longer feel the part of us that cries,
breaking the chain of seeing the hurt and lies,
no young, no old, no war, no more grieving.
no more fighting, only peace and love is leading,
putting anguish aside, throwing away hate.
Watching this world, I want to drown my sorrow,
any chance to change this man-made fate?

~Nodz

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My heart breaks whenever I watch the world in CNN, sometimes I rather just close my eyes and think the other way around. If only I could do something to stop the war, heal deadly diseases, change the world into a better place to live…..am I thinking too weird to carry the burden of this world? …May God bless the earth.

 

 

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Empty Words

She entered a holy place, she looked around,
different emotions standing on the ground.
She was carrying a heavy load inside her head.
a heart with a story, pain and tears she shed.
God’s hymn echoed, a guiding light we all seek,
to heal and strengthen us when we’re weak.

She felt an angel sat beside, imagining the face,
the Heaven sent this angel to show her the way.
She could hardly utter a word, didn’t know why,
all things bottled up in a corner down inside.
A heart in silence, she knows God understands,
One who sees, touched her pain with His hands.

~Nodz

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Sometimes it’s difficult to pray, this happens when life is hard and things are too much to bear but God sees, listens and understands.

 

 

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Broken melody…

 

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An old broken piano lying wasted,
neglected for years, set aside.
Sound and melody were deflected,
all its deep emotions had died.

Looking at my reflection in a puddle,
heart unheeded, torn to pieces.
That’s when you left, world shattered,
sun vanished, everything freezes.

Love stay, I won’t hide and run away,
I’ll let you go instead even it’s tough.
life goes on, I’ll move one step each day,
the memories left are all but enough.

~Nodz

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His Story…

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There’s darkness living deep into his very soul
a twin shadow lurking, a past untold.
Screaming and burning up from the inside,
an image sneaking up, voice on the side.
Dripping tears onto his pillow, spirit groaning.
he could hardly breathe, heart drowning.
“Where am I heading to..why am I really here?
fate tore him, given him so much fear.
His questions that has never been answered,
buried down on his grave, no longer heard.

~Nodz

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I’ ve been reading lately a story whose life is put on line yet lived in faith and hope, really inspiring ….. but thinking the other way around…what if…..

 

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Silence In The Rain

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I never heard this silence quite this loud,
even I’m in middle of a noisy crowd.
I can see hearts have been deeply broken,
tears keep falling, words left unspoken.
They cannot get rid of all the anger inside
bitterness eaten their soul, peace died.
Don’t know what’s their life story all about,
I know there’s God who heals, no doubt.

 

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I myself has a story to tell, pain to share…and faith to say I  do believe….

~Nodz

 

 

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Screaming pain

Looking at my little boy now  lying in hospital bed with a  feeding tube through the  nose, all night screaming because he hates it.  Sometimes when we’re in deep emotional pain no exact words would describe, no definite words  , we all just scream. The tears will tell

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Your stare tells me so
Tears that really show
Your screaming pain that says “Spare me”
Words that won’t come out for me to see
How deep your pain, all you want is to be free.

(◕‿◕✿) Nodz ~